Still Photos and Noisy Arcades

Christmas (:

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 06:31:50 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:
Christmas dinner with cloupe was awesome! :D
Caught up with everyone over dinner, Mavis looked super pretty that night!

Right right? Love the shoes we were wearing! :D
Okay, everyone looked pretty that night (:

Cloupe (:

Photo credits to Cel and Mavis!

Okay, HTHT at the esplanade steps after that! (:
Sat there till about 1 plus talking about everything and anything.
It was awesomeeeeee.
6 Bucks Diet Coke.
Cabbed to Soap's house for sleepover!
Talked a little more, played with Sugar.
Went to great world for lunch the next day, shopped a little
Matthew's house for a christmas party!
The last few days have been pretty awesome actually.
Haha but guess who's going to be spending christmas alone today? ):
Ah well.

Emo Post #2

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 14:09:03 GMT

ARGH.

Botanic Gardens :D

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 01:27:50 GMT

Okay, last performance.
It wasn't exactly the best performance I've played for, but it was still awesome.
The section had a picnic! :D
Then went around cam-whoring with Mitchell and Kelley.
Mm.
I'll say the highlight of the entire evening was when WX came to surprise me.
Omg it was like :D:D:D:D:D YOU'RE BACK FROM CAMBODIA! :D
Totally didn't expect her to come at all (:
Mmm performance-wise, it was actually pretty okay.
Well, there were like a myriad of emotions I was feeling that night, and I don't know how to put it into words.
I guess I most probably never will.
Yeah.

-

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 17:16:50 GMT

One Final Performance.
Oh man.

I Will Wait For You if You Do For Me

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 13:26:25 GMT

2 posts in one day.
Guess this tells you how BORED I am right now.
Omgeeeeeeeeeee, I need to start packing for both HK and the UK. Where do I even start?
Okay I think before I even start packing for both trips, I'll need to pack my room AND my wardrobe.
Speed packing for band camp and uhm rushing to get ready because I'm somehow always late to meet people didn't exactly do my wardrobe good. It looks like a bomb has detonated in there.
WX ): I'm missing you hella loads. Singapore srsly feels different without you.
Bel too ): Oh man, why do I seem to be the only one left in SG?
27 days - 7 days ( in HK ) = 20 days
How the hell do I cram everything into 20 days?
Not to mention I'll still have to pack and all.
It just seems so.. rushed.
Oh, I don't have any more guinea pigs now. Yeah. Okay I don't even know why I mentioned my guinea pigs
Anyway. Yeah.
I think it'll only really hit me hard when I'm gone.
It sucks.
Ah well. Been tumblr surfing and gossip girling the entire afternoon and night. My attention span's really short yes I know!
Hahaha I love tumblr, it always has the most awesome quotes. Ever.
Here's a few! :D

“Change is the law of life. And those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future.”
— John F. Kennedy

“Sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with angry art, words can sting like anything but silence breaks the heart.”
— Phyllis McGinley

“It’s not denial. I’m just selective about the reality I accept.”
— Bill Watterson

Every life has a story.
For some, their story continues along the road they always expected. For others, their story takes a sudden turn down a road that throws them into the depths of a world they could never have imagined. Rarely does life go exactly the way you had planned.

“Life is about change. Sometimes it’s painful. Sometimes it’s beautiful. But most of the time it’s both.”

“It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that things are difficult.”
— Seneca

“Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.”
— Epicurus

“There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days.
— Lucas Scott, OTH

“You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details.”
— Before Sunset

“Time takes it all whether you want it to or not, time takes it all. Time bares it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again.”
— Stephen King

.. I think that's all for tonight. Back to Gossip Girl I go. Maybe I should start on True Blood. Hmm..
I don't know why I get so emo sometimes.
Gah. I don't even like the word emo. It's not even a word!
Oh man.

Mmm.

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 08:36:04 GMT

Okay, just spent the entire day watching Gossip Girl.
Omg, I need to get a life.
Surprisingly I managed to learn something from that show.
Like wow, right? How bimbotic right. Okay, it's more of a gained new perspectives kind of thing. Yup. And somehow I think it really applies to me so yeah!
Okay talking about getting a life,
HELLO L, HELLO M,
when are we going out? :D
it's 27 more days. Wow.
2 more band practices.
Funny how time flies isn't it.

The Sky's the Limit.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 09:34:48 GMT

FINALLY met up with Toonie after 9874345678 years.
Hehe Time crisis-ed like we always do, we must complete Time Crisis 4 before I leave okay? Promised to do that in sec 4!
Hahaha went shopping, caught up, talked like hella loads.
Can't believe 3 hours went by just like that.
Meet up soon alright!!!!!!

Had a hilarious msn conversation with M when I got home.
He made me miss Japan all over again ):
I wna go Japan!!
Hahaha nostalgia nostalgia.
I feel like some 80 year old grandma reminiscing about the past, but it was just damn funny to recall our sec 3 days!
' Oi when you leave I'll give you a gameboy okay? ' ' Huh, why? ' ' Because that's how we first met in P6! '
It's funny how we could still hold a conversation even after 2 years of barely talking to each other, it felt like nothing had changed.
It was an awesome conversation :D
If only it was this easy to keep all my friends.
Japan Trip in 4 years' time!! :D

SHOPPING SPREE :D

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 14:35:24 GMT

Shopping with Peiying and Terena:
Budget: $200
Loots:
1 dress which is THE LOVE. ( I don't care what Terena says )
1 pair of sandals
2 shirts

Damage: 60 bux and blisters on my feet.
Somebody should shoot me the next time I decide to wear heels to SHOP.
OH AND TODAY'S A GOOD DAY BECAUSE I MANAGED TO WEAR MY OLD JEANS AGAIN! :D Old jeans = Jeans one size down = I LOST WEIGHT.
Teehee, okay today's not too bad considering I spent less than half of what I had originally planned on spending!
Need to go accessories shopping soonzxzzzxzx, I need to revamp my accessories collection, it's sad and I'm missing a lot of things.
HELLO, FLEA MARKET ANYONE?

ONS flew off to cambodia today. I'm missing her already ):
HAVE A SAFE TRIP ( if you manage to get wireless over there ) & DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH (:

Band Camp.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 07:21:53 GMT

Okay, just came home from band camp.
Didn't exactly stay for the last day so oops. Bite me.
Anyway brief recap from my Itouch ( was blogging on it ) before I go and knock out.

Day 1:
Technicals were pretty much of a killer but everyone's still hyper so yeah! Just pretty much sian-ed because I guess I'm just not too used to the long hours + I still had flu from last week.

Day 2:
Same as above.
Started thinking about the quote I wrote in WX'S book before which she reminded me of last week.
Excerpt from Itouch: " Sometimes you build walls not to keep others out, but to see who cared enough to break them. "
Which somehow led to me wondering, will I like myself if I coincidentally met myself on the streets one day. Will I? I think not.

Day 3:
Same as above. With games this time! Haha it was pretty fun. Uhm, band, everyone was quite dead. I was like -.- too. Lost my voice. Say yay.

Day 4:
Excerpt from my Itouch: Okay band camp day 4. Feeling pretty dead by now but I don't know, It's either I've been PMSing or I'm just too tired. Either way, I've been thinking a lot recently. The line was crossed a long time ago and it was a mistake. It was partly my fault, partly other reasons but whatever it is, our actions just tells me that it's time to take a step back. It's long overdue and it'll be better if the boundaries were redrawn again. I will not be anybody's substitute and it already feels like you're treating me as such. It's the basic respect you give to your friends. Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. Maybe you don't know it but it gets annoying to be someone's backup plan and I do have my limits, although it doesn't seem like I'm showing it. Well, to think that I thought that you actually cared. Guess not huh. I highly doubt you'll be reading this anyway but yeah. ( Still highly doubt it. ) Well anyway if any one of you reading my blog right now think that it's you, then maybe it is, maybe it's not. Argh. Sometimes I really hate it when I think too much.

Okay talked with the section till about 2 plus at night? Then went to sleep.

Day 5:
Felt dead. Went home. About to sleep now.

Gosh this entire blog post is so emo, I'm practically slashing my wrists and bleeding at one corner of the room already. ( Joke Joke )
Gah.

Band Camp :D

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 22:40:06 GMT

I'll be away at band camp from the 30th - 5th so no updates till then! :D

Our Own Pretty Ways

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 13:23:39 GMT

Okay had a sleepover at Peiying's house yesterday! Me py and Terena.
Baked chocolate chip cookies and pretzels! Hahaha the cookies turned out awesome, well it looks awesome anyway and the pretzels were another story altogether. Gave up trying to pull the dough halfway and just hecked it.
Photos another time, most probably they'll be uploaded on FB!
Anyway, to quote Terena's blog:
"I realised how scary anne can be when shes annoyed in the wee hours of the morning, seriously i was truly terrified. "
THAT coming from Terena?!
Oh manzzxzxzxz I swear I wasn't annoyed at all okay, was just stoning ):
Okay anyway, pierced my ear with the both of them at Bishan in the morning!

Okay, then went off to Icekimo to meet up with Toonjia, Wanxuan and Annabel!
Hahahaha managed to catch up somewhat, TIME CRISIS SOON OKAY TOONIE.
We've got to fulfill that promise before I leave!
Complete Time Crisis 4 &
Uhm try and complete that drumming game?
Okay anyway, went off with ONS after that in search of anklets at Cine!
Didn't manage to buy one in the end though ):
Okay I can feel my brain slowly shutting down, will update if I can think of anything else to type!

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 06:42:42 GMT

Today has been quite a horrible day so far.
Argh.

Zomgwtfbbq

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 14:18:05 GMT

1. Take one step back.
2. Take a deep breath and forget.
3. ~~Shit.~~

Zomg

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:11:37 GMT

Headaches ):

There.

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 09:25:13 GMT

& it's done. Finally mustered enough courage to say it.
It was difficult. Very difficult.
Did I do the right thing?

Sweet Disposition

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 09:18:17 GMT

Never too soon
Oh, reckless abandon
Like no one's watching you
A moment
A love
A dream
Aloud
A kiss
A cry
Our rights
Our wrongs
A moment a love
A dream
Aloud
A moment a love
A dream
Aloud

So stay there
Cause I'll be coming over
And while our blood's still young
It's so young, it runs
And won't stop till it's over
Won't stop to surrender

Songs of desperation
I played them for you
A moment
A love
A dream
Aloud
A kiss
A cry
Our rights
Our wrongs
A moment a love
A dream
Aloud
A moment a love
A dream
Aloud

So stay there
'Cause I'll be coming over
And while our blood's still young
It's so young, it runs
And won't stop 'til it's over
Won't stop to surrender

Nostalgia

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 14:33:43 GMT

Just saw some of my juniors' prom photos on Facebook, and I was suddenly hit by a tremendous wave of nostalgia.
This was us, exactly one year back ( 17th Nov 2008 ): yourwill-mylife.livejournal.com/34419.html
Hahaha realized I never blogged about what happened during prom, oops.
Anyway, it's funny how time flies isn't it? So much has happened within the span of this one year, but it seems like just yesterday when we finished our olevels, had all the countless sleepovers, shopping trips, midnight cycling and what nots. I miss Cloupe. ):

Oh well, on a less depressing note, went out for lunch with Terena and Peiying yesterday! Shitzxz I still can't believe you guys wanted to come my house to check if I was okay or not (: Love you babes! Haha was sick for the past 3 days with fever and flu ):
Watched 2012 with ONS earlier, hahahaha omg some parts were really quite tense and all but HOT RUSSIAN GUY W/ SEXY ACCENT!(:
Yup, the movie made me think quite a bit, it's scary. Okay, a little drama mama luh but still! OH I've got a new darling today, heeheehee :D

YES AND I'M FINALLY meeting Cloupe tmr, can't wait! :D

Thoughts

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 11:56:52 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITCHELL!
( Although I highly doubt you'll read this )
Celebrated Mitchell's birthday yesterday! Had band as usual, then went to ecp after that. Guess who cycled to Changi and back! :D
I'm proud of myself, I don't care what everybody else says :D:D Anyway, showered at Hanming's club, then dinner!!
Mm, oreo cheesecake.
Okay uhm talked for awhile after that, I definitely won't be the first to get married okay! >:(
Was feeling pretty dead by then so I just stoned all the way home.
Woke up feeling like shitz, but managed to go shopping anyway!
Heehee awesome lootz.

I feel disappointed. Is it really hard to just try? I don't get the negativities, I feel as though our friendship means nothing to you. I know a lot can change in a few years but what's with the wall that's somehow forming between us? Maybe you want to protect yourself, and I'm sorry for being so incredibly selfish. I guess it's just because I just assumed that you'll be one of my friends that I'll definitely keep in contact with, think I expected too much. I'll really love to remain in touch with you, haven't I already promised to try? I really will. I know it's hard to believe, but hey, there's always a first time for everything right? I hope you'll make the effort too. As the saying goes, it takes two hands to clap, I can't be the only person making the effort.

Speech

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:20:58 GMT

Met up with bel to shop for awhile today! Didn't manage to find a pair of jeans though ): Heehee we ended up talking at Starbucks. (:
Met up with ONS after that to watch her eat dinner! Talked as well (:
Met up with Terena & Peiying after that for dinner! Subway at the rooftop. Exchanged secrets, talked about life. (:

I like today, because it was just non-stop talking. I think I srsly have a thing for long talks(:

Life's like a Sine Graph

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 16:31:00 GMT

It only hurts because I allowed it to mean something to me.

Here and Now

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 02:21:12 GMT

Tanning with the breast friends yesterday! :D
Only managed to tan my back because the sun sort of disappeared after I turned over ):
Ah well, was trying to tan my front, hoped it worked! I seem to have gotten a leeeeetle tanner, CAN SEE TAN LINES :D, although it's rather faint.
Haha talked, managed to catch up! (:
Went shopping with my mom at ION. Guilt free spending mainly bcos I wasn't the one spending the moolah heehee.

Class chalet tmr but I've got to go for dental before that! 0: It's going to hurt like crap but ah well.

Anything But Ordinary

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 15:42:31 GMT

Steamboat with the classmates as a form of post PW celebration! (:
Okay major pigging out session for like Terena and Delphine. Lol I just liked drinking the soup.
Hee, couldn't stop laughing! Terena was torturing all the poor prawns lol, you can imagine them screaming while being dunked into the boiling hot water. Oh man, the tom yum soup was damn hot! Couldn't take it ): but it smelt damn good!
Haha walked around Velocity after that, wanted to buy a lot of stuffffff!

Okay on a side note, PW'S FINALLY OVERRRRRR, well to a certain extent anyway. There's still I&R and GPF, but for now, IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER. OP went rather well, I managed to sort of slow down, hit 2mins 58 secs. Okay, it's not very good but as compared to my previous timing, 1 min 36 secs, it's already a huge improvement already! Q&A sucked though. Won't elaborate much on it. ANW, I WANT TO THANK MY CLASSMATES FOR BEING SO AWESOME (: Haha everyone's been helping each other out, commenting on each other's presentations when we could have just focused on our own instead. Haha I'll like to thank the people who had to sit through my 'speech' for like countless times so that I could increase my timing, esp to Peiying! because you had to sit through it like woah, and to Terena and Kar Chian who read out my script to me sentence by sentence so I could follow and SLOW DOWN! :D Heehee and my special wriggle! :D Love you guys! To our 09S28 cheer before OP started and to encouragements in the hallway in between groups!(:

Meeting breast friends tmr! :D Can't wait (:

PEE DOUBLE OH YOU

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 11:27:49 GMT

Hihihihihihi! :D Today's awesome day number 2! Had fun doing pee-double-oh-you, it was practically like an arts&craft class today. I'm so proud of my Tangs' building. The Chijmes one was also really really pretty but there's like a shoe mark on it :o!
Haha of all the things, I don't know why I decided to help do the models, I failed art before! Getting super glue stuck between my fingers, painting with weird objects, and uhm colouring(?) is so reminiscent of my primary/lower secondary days! Damn fun, I wna do it again.
I don't know why I'm exclamation marking everything! Full stops just seem so.. formal! Okay. I'm high (:
I think it's the milk tea I drank earlier hahahahaahahahaha.
Ooh 2 posts in one day! Hahahaha. Hahahahaa.

EDIT: Played scissors, paper, stone SMACK today and TERENA burst some of my capillaries. >: ( She's pure evil I swear.

(:

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:58:48 GMT

TiK ToK

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 14:00:29 GMT

Chinese A levels. Aimlessly walking around PS. ~~Running~~ Okay, fine, walking briskly in the pouring rain. Getting drenched. Arcade. Time Crisis. Finding new bands to listen to. Reading MLIA. ~~Trying~~ Failed to organize my music library. Chicken rice for dinner. Strawberry milk tea? Pretty much sums up my day, & it was awesomeeeeeeee (: